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Mon | October 16, 2006

m'envies

someone to tell me which literary magazines are good

and:
more friends, better friends, fewer problems, more successes, daily hugs, better productivity, plans for the weekend, the feeling that I will have a nice weekend, which would get me through the week, instead of the doubt that anything will come through, which is supported by precedent; optimism, a daily routine, to speak french, fewer crappy friends, more AIM buddies, fewer AIM updates, a sense of direction, knowing which end is up, less wasting time, more consistency, a good writers group, or two, or three, stability, a set of friends like in sex and the city- stable, loyal- or a disillusionment of that myth, so that I no longer wish for it; more money, or not feeling that I am going to run out of money, as soon as I spend it; better eating habits; to fit into my pants again; not necessarily fewer problems, but more successes; a better haircut; fewer split ends; less oversleeping, which also probably makes me fat; straighter teeth, reduced overbite; no dark circles under my eyes, symmetrical eyebrows; or maybe not that; a boyfriend, one that I am sincere about, for once, or someone to date; a good day, a good week, better benchmark feedbacks, less competition and insidiousness, or better ability to deal with it, because right now, any amount of it is immediately toxic.

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