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Sun | December 18, 2005

work-life balance

I had a set of three interviews on Thursday. They weren't a big deal, but I made them into one. This of course had adverse effects on my performance-- except the last one. The Vice President greeted me with the widest grin I have ever seen and that I would never have expected from someone so high up. And finally I relaxed.

This job is soooo within reach-- not getting it would be like trying to kick a soccer ball into the goal from five feet away and missing. I think, sadly, that it has happened to me several times. There really isn't much hope for me.

Everything would be a lot better if I could just stop being paralyzed. I tend to put my life on hold if things are happening at work, and I shouldn't. I am a little better now than I was before, but I still do things like that, which isn't good for my life or my job.

I am wondering, if I started working at Kaps full time, whether I would become robotic.

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